comfort.

i love retail.
i love all things pretty.
i love delicate things.

if i could, i would buy all of the things in this post.
here are some of the things i've been coveting.

(clockwise - top: forever21, makeup: sephora,
sweater: shopgarage.com, necklace: etsy)

(clockwise: sephora, ring: etsy, earrings: etsy, boots: target)

now that christmas has come and gone, maybe i can hit up some sales?! 

what are you going to buy in the post-christmas sales??

fatty

what happens when you stop caring/worrying about your looks....

you gain so much weight that you become the fattest you've ever been in your entire life.

this is the point i was at two weeks ago.  i realized i have gained so much weight as of late 

because i have just stopped working out. that's why i started training at energyexplosion 

i haven't been blogging because work consumes my life and the last thing i've wanted to do when i get home from work is get on another computer and blog. 

thankfully, a blog is a type of journaling for me.  and i also feel like it helps me be accountable to strangers.  somehow i have that mindset that so many people care about me and my life and what i am doing that if i blog about my weight loss and fitness journey, some people will cheer me on and expect my reports. 

(false. but i don't care - it makes me feel like i have an audience who are expecting great things from me)

well, here goes nothing people.

what i am doing to get healthy:

- 2x a week - personal training sessions

- everyday - tracking my calories on myfitnesspal (want to be friends?! add me: ashleywarner88)

- making healthy lunches - no eating out

- exercising on my own 3x's a week (besides personal training)

- drinking lots of water

- being accountable to my support system of aunts, friends, and now my blog

i can do this!  my birthday present to me (3 months away) is going to be a thinner, healthier, happier me.

can't wait.