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Thursday, December 23, 2010

this is how i feel...

this is how i feel.
bloated.
swollen.
huge.
fat.
chubby.
yucky.
gross.
nasty.
ugly.


i could go on and on...but i won't.  i have been sick for 6 weeks and have been on several regimens by my doc.  the latest and greatest are these lovely things called steroids. no, not roids that body builders use, steroids for my lungs.  they've helped me feel better, but now i've gained 8 lbs.  i feel swollen, bloated, and gross. 

i am putting myself on a strict diet, yes. i know, lame.  it's terrible to do this at christmas time, but i just don't see any other way...haha

does anyone have any advice on how to drop some lbs fast?!  i have been chugging water all day long, ate a good breakfast, watched what I ate throughout the day....but my face is nasti-fied with chubbers.  haha

tomorrow i am hitting the treadmill for 1 hour.  will this chubbers ever go away?!


curseeeeee youuuuuuu steroidssssssssss

4 comments:

Shay said...

If it makes you feel any better, you being that big really makes you look like Eva Longoria! Have you ever tried heated yoga? Im not sure how your lungs will take it but that was the ONE THING that helped me lose weight. Take it easy on yourself, girl- you cant control this.

Ashley Eliza said...

oh ash dont even! i know you may feel this way but you look perfect. you are beautiful. but something that has helped me when im really focused is myfittnesspal.com it helps you track (like a food journal) calories so you can takedown your daily intake, track your exercise etc. let me know if you need help with it. its awesome!!

i love you pretty girl. stupid steriods.

xoxo

lindsay said...

so sorry you are not feeling quite like yourself yet. feeling bloated and uncomfortable is the worst feeling every...i completely understand what you mean! so much of my childhood through high school consisted of me taking steroids to help with my asthma/pneumonia (crappy crappy crappy). hopefully soon you won't have to take these silly things and then you will feel much more like yourself.

like shalyn said you can't control it, and you are beautiful...which doesn't help when you are feeling like s*** (yup i just said that!) :) but as far as quick weight loss ideas...i as well have done the heat yoga and it did help me shed a few as well.

hope you have a wonderful holiday girly thinking of you and hoping for a quick recovery from here on out!!

xoxo

Jessica said...

I'm sure you will drop the lbs fast once you are back to filling a hundred percent and back in your regular routine. I suggest eating mostly fruits and veggies with lean protein.